“”Sometimes I think I’m from another world

when I’m trynna tell a man just exactly where I stand that

I want a man, when i want a man

and when i don’t want a man

i want a man who understands that

and that’s some hard shit to explain

to a man that’s in love with you

it’s a pitiful thing

until i had to figure 

that i don’t wanna play around

but i dont want to settle down

and that’s a woman’s dilemma. “”

“Life is loneliness, despite all the narcotics, despite the shrill tinsel gaiety of “parties” with no purpose, despite the false grinning faces we all wear. But when you finally find someone to whom you feel you can pour out your whole fucking heart and soul, its like you stop in shock at the words you utter. They’re so rusty, so ugly, so meaningless and feeble from being kept in the small cramped dark inside you so long. Yes, there is such thing as fulfillment and companionship, but the loneliness of the soul in its appalling self-consciousness is horrible and overpowering.

I suppose that why I find enjoyment in people. They-in a sense, keep my life from ever feeling lonely. They keep my life full. Every story, every incident, every bit of conversation is raw material for me.”

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